I
owned a successful fleet of semi-trucks. I served six successful years in the
United States Army. I graduated from Airborne and Ranger School. I reached the
rank of Staff-Sergeant. I thought, “Life has to be for something else, for
something better than this.” I was considered to be a medium-class productive
member of society who owned a successful fleet of semi-trucks and contributed
positively to the economy. Prior to
that, I served six successful years in the United States Army. I had the privilege of graduating from
Airborne and Ranger School and was honorably discharged with the rank of
Staff-Sergeant. Any time I saw someone
in need of help, I always volunteered to help without expecting anything in
return. I always made sure not to hurt
nor take advantage of anyone. Anyone who
knew me knew they could depend on me for anything they needed help with.
As a
young entrepreneur, I had the ambition for success. I was about to achieve what many strive to
achieve; a stable and comfortable financial income to supplement a comfortable
lifestyle. I realized that once I
accomplished what I set out to do, I would be in a position where I could
retire at an early age, which would be 32 at that time. I began to ask myself, “Is this what life is
really about, becoming successful, retiring, traveling, and that’s it? That’s what society teaches us that life is
about? How sad and boring that is! Life has to be for something else, something
better than this!”
I
then realized I had been blinded by pursuing what I had been taught to pursue
since I was young. My parents, school,
TV influence, friends, and neighbors; from all of them, I learned to pursue
financial
Stability,
a beautiful family, and success. Once I had achieved it, I realized they were
wrong. I found it easy to achieve all
that, and it was when I achieved it that I realized I must really find out what
life is really about.
As a
cultural born Roman-Catholic, I never really attended church or prayed.
All I did everyday was to thank God and symbolize
honor and respect towards Him by sliding my right hand, forming a cross as I
touched my forehead, down to my heart, then to my left shoulder and finishing
in my right shoulder.
That’s what I was
taught to do ever since I could remember.
I didn’t know how to actually pray to God.
But when I found myself in the life situation
I described, I finally found myself talking to God.
I looked at the sky and asked, “God, if You
exist, is this what life is really about?
Is this it?
Get rich and enjoy life?
It can’t be!
It was too easy to accomplish success, and now that I’m about to
accomplish, what I consider, full and permanent success, I find it boring to
keep on living with no more challenges in life! Many would call it financial
freedom.
If this is it, life is boring
and has no purpose!
What is life really
about
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If
there was anything negative or bad about me at that time, it would be that
almost every weekend I would get drunk with beer, eat pizza and chicken wings,
and watch boxing on HBO. That was pretty
much my ritual on weekends as a form of relaxation from every week’s hard
work. My wife, at the time, would
support me with it. She seemed to be
proud of the life I had provided to her and our children. Her only complaint was that I would put my
business before our family. She was
right, but I just couldn’t understand it at that time. I felt that if I didn’t put business first, I
would be putting at risk the comfortable lifestyle I was providing.
To
my surprise, I later realized God did hear me when I started to talk to Him.
After the first time I began talking to God, I kept telling and asking Him more
things. I suddenly felt in my heart to
ask Him if I’m really supposed to go to a church, and if so, which church
should I go to. I asked God such
questions because I literally would not trust any man or any church
organization. I knew God heard me speak
to Him when my business began to do poorly.
I actually began to lose business, and my company fleet size began to
decrease. I had begun toread
the bible and realized that God was actually testing me according to some
stories I had read from the bible. In
other words, I knew God began to test my faith because I was asking Him to show
me who He is.
I
ended up losing my business, my marriage, and my properties. But in the midst of it all, somehow, I just
knew God was in control of everything in my life. Just by believing that, a great peace came
over my life. But more than that, the
peace had come inside of me. I now know,
it is the Spirit of Christ that came in me when I prayed for Him to be my Lord
and Savior and told Him I want to follow Him with all my heart. My wife at that time did not take me losing
my business lightly and began to act and behave very strange towards me. Little did I know, she had been actively
involved with witchcraft for a long time.
Since I was always focused on my business, I never realized the weird
things she used to do had to do with witchcraft. Eventually, she did not want to be with me
any longer. I returned to school to
pursue my bachelor’s degree and also became involved with an evangelical church. My new lifestyle did not suit her needs, and
she could not accept the fact that I would have joy and peace through the new
changes in our life.
I
began to serve in the church I attended five to six days during the week. God
introduced me to the manifestation of His divine power by allowing me to be
exposed to life miracles, signs, and wonders.
After being in the Army for six years and owning my own company for
another five years, being introduced to my real boss filled me with excitement
and motivation. When I realized that
everything written in the Holy Bible is true, I committed myself one hundred
percent and began to devote myself to serve the Lord.
I am
now an ordained minister of God who serves our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ
everywhere I go.
Eight years after
losing my business, I am finally starting my own trucking company again, but
this time with the help of God.
Now, the
purpose of the company I’m starting is to support the Church of God.
The difference now from before is that before,
I did everything for my own benefit.
Now, I do everything for the benefit of others in the name of our Lord,
Salvation Tracts, and God
Jesus Christ.
I used to be a good person
before I met our Lord Jesus
Christ…a
good person on my way to hell.
Now, I
know I am not good, for only Jesus Christ is good.
All I can do now is continue to live
righteously to glorify and honor our only and true God and enter heaven when I
leave this world. God bless you in the name of Jesus Christ -
Christian Tracts.